walang nagawang tama

siguro nga, pagpatol mo sa akin ang pinakamalaking pagkakamali mo sa buhay mo. na ang tanging magagawa mo lang ay bumuga ng bumuga ng putaragis na usok na yan. go ahead. ituloy mo. sino ba naman ako para itama ka. when in fact, i make things go wrong for you.

wag kang mag-alala. wala ka nang iintindihing dapat pagtaguan. hindi mo na kailangang tignan pa ang paligid mo kung me kakilala ka, lalo na't nakapag-aral na ng buhay ni Rizal. hindi ka na rin maiilang. ibinabalik ko na sa iyo ang lungga mo. sa iyo na ang kolehiyo mo.

i know better now.

whattatuesdey!

as expected, di naman ako nagising on the time that i should be. mag-eedit kasi ako today kaya kailangang magmaaga. ngayon na namin iaarrange ang musicall scoring ng aming commercial for the podcast na requirement sa bc 111. waheheheheh.

i actually started editing around ten na after trouble shooting some things sa protools unit na ginagamit ko.

afterwards, ill go naman to bc 121 meeting para sa conceptualization ng drama script.

tapos nagset ako ng meeting na muntik ko nang malimutan. buti nalang at nawiwi ako at lumabas ng editing room at nakita ang mga kameet ko. waheheheheh.

tapos off naman ako sa office of counselling and guidance to have an interview with ma'am boots de mesa. i need her professional opinion kasi regarding the documentary that we will be producing. sinamantala ko na rin ang pagkakataon ang counselling opportunity na ito. have to let go of a lot of things in my chest.

history repeats?

i was planning to wake up a bit early today to accomplish somethings.

But i guess, it was meant not to happen. even if i have set the alarms on the two phones, it didn't wake me up! eniweiz, i wasn't late for class. it's just that i could have accomplished more if i woke up a bit early.

was talking to ma'am estonilo who is sick today. she actually remembered me being sick a week ago. now, she told me that she was feeling what i went through last time in class.

i actually dressed up for today's occasion coz i was expecting to meet some of jil's friends today at cine adarna. but i got kinda confused with my dates... shucks!

but the effort wasn't wasted coz we actually scouted the mall and strutted our thangs.

recommendation of the week:

wham burgers!!!!

yummy!

tigidong!

FATALE!

Yan lang ang masasabi ko sa tigidong scandal na allegedly e si Ali Sotto!

Wala naman akong care sa kung sino ang kumanta niyan. Basta ang alam ko e nagamit ang creativity sa ka-elan ng pontio pilatong ito. wahehehehe

god...

after almost being flattened yesterday, i got another scare. Jil was almost hit by an FX! Syet talaga! Ano ang mangyayari sa akin pag maaga akong mabalo?!?!?!? Paano ako...

smooth and mellow

here we go again sa eer love kong class: ang bc 102.

we had a graded exercise again, at this time, babasahin na namin ng buo ang script ng dairyland longhorn cheese commercial at ang ever sikat na linya: milk from happy cows!

at dapat lang na smooth and mellow ang pakiramdam namin after we did some relaxation exercise!

spot of collision

i have never been this close...

to death...

or injury...

hay, this is what happened!

today, we will be producing a commercial jingle. we rented band equipment from kuya don, who lives in montalban, rizal. i need to borrow my uncles pick-up to bring the equipment to school.

we finished around 7 pm. off i go back to montalban again to return the equipment. Then, i returned the vehicle in pasig. I commuted on my way home to bulacan.

Gosh! This bus knows how to piss off passengers. we spent 20 minutes in megamall, then 25 minutes in robinson's, then 15 minutes in farmer's because they have to get passengers! Duh.

I can actually tolerate the waiting. but not my life being endangered!

While getting in one of the slots in SM North Edsa (the one made by Bayani Fernando), the bus i am in collided with another bus. And the point of collision is the same spot i am sitting on!

I felt the other bus through the window frame...

And the only word i can utter is Syet!!!!!

TUESDAY GALORE

Minsan, napapatunayan ko that knowledge comes with age. Got a prize from ma'am jane for getting the ancient term for special effects... CAMERA TRICKS! Sabi niya medyo matanda na nga ako dahil alam ko pa siya.

Actually, i do not mind being called "matanda" naman. E ano ang magagawa ko diba? It actually works for me most of the time.

Got an invitation pala from BC 130 class to be a part of their actors sa gagawin nilang Class Production... Hmmmm... Pwede! (Yun e kung papasa. Baka sa VTR pa lang e... )

(I'll back post in a while. Di ko lang kasi maaccess yung files ko sa flashdrive ko eh.)

A FAILURE

Sometimes, i strive to be the best in all aspects of life. And in doing so, i failed to be someone who knows how to love right.

It all hit me right in the face. All of a sudden, the illusion that everything is alright suddenly shattered.

I know I am not perfect. But i can be very close to it. Which i failed to do so. And in that regard, i am sorry for putting you down.

GAME KA NA BA?

Namangha ako, not for any other reason. First time ko na napanood ng buo ang bagong format ng Game Ka na Ba? for the first time. Ngayon lang naman kasi ako napakali ng bahay eh. Ganun pala ang feeling ng nadeprive sa TV morning shows noh. Alienated ako, as in. Ang tanging napapanood ko na lang naman kasi ay balita at teleserye ano!

no more spicy food young man!

had my dental check up today with this new dentist. she happens to be our neighbor lang, so instead of going to my dentist (which is 5 km away), dun na ako nagpalinis.

but before i went there naman, i had my precautionary tactics naman. my whole family went there before me. after positive feedbacks, e di go na rin ako.

so, after a bloody cleaning time... i was advised not to eat spicy foods very often. since it caused my gums to be uber sensitive... ayan...

anu ba yan, kakakain ko pa lang naman ng sweet n spicy lucky me before i went there...
but in all fairness, ang sarap ngumiti! diba dibs bhebhels?!?!?!

bedridden

went to my prof in radio speech yesterday to inform her that i just got stomach flu and cough and colds. i needed to tell this to her because we will be having oral midterms examination today.

she told me that if i still do not have my voice back by this morning, i'll have to take a make-up exam next week. which i will be doing since my voice still is fluctuating when i woke up.

hay naku...

so all i have to do today is to rest and take lots of fluids para naman gumaling na ako agad...
sorry bhe, i know i promised today to you for me to make up with all my shortcomings...

SUPER K RETURNS

UP BROADCASTERS' GUILD participated in this years Alternative Classroom Learning Experience. The said activity was organized by the Education Committee.

A lot of things turned out to be the opposite of what we wanted to be. a lot of hoolaboos happened. but i am very thankful to say that we pulled it off with the help of everyone in the organization.

i did learn a lot in this said activity when it comes to event organizing and stuff.
at least i can breathe now that it is over... at least...

but you know what! there is this super b in my life. you know who you are. thanks for taking good care of me...

ang magasin, baw!

today, i will be the first producer of the magazine show. I have named my masterpiece student trip!

up anino has been so kind to me by gracing my production. thanks guys! you really made this production possible!

no major boo-boos naman for today's prod... and i did fairly well as compared to my first newscast production.

but after all that has happened today, sumama talaga pakiramdam ko... at ang napagbuntunan ko ng galit ay ang bhebhe ko... sorry po ha... di na mauulit...

monday sickness galore

i am not feeling well today, but well, life has to go on. attended my writing class, then met fred, up anino member to get a cd from him, then did cut outs of the set that i will be using for tomorrow's magazine production. then, i still followed up on the ACLE's venue pa and stuff.
ayun tuloy, fatale lagnat ang inabot ko...

snappy makey...

ang tagal nang panahon mula nang marinig ko ang salitang snappy...

that was almost three years ago.

Pero pinaalala siya ng isang former cadet na itago nalang natin sa pangalang teejay. wahehehehe.

NAgtampo nga sa akin to dati e. Buti ngayon di na. Sorry na talaga ha. Peace na tayo, bro.

whew...

it really is difficult to recall all things that have happened in a month.

all the other posts from july 4 were all remains of my stock knowledge. kakabuhos ko lang ng lahat ng iyan a few minutes ago. kasi naman, life has been too busy for me kaya di na rin ako nakakapagupdate.

THe good thing is i kept pictures of some incidents in my phone. So somehow, may basis naman ang mga narratives ko. I'll try to update na rin regularly para naman di na rin nasasayang ang ilang aspeto ng buhay ko... wahehehehe...

isa pa, medyo dumadami na ata ang followers ko e... tama va? please leave comments na lang para mapatunayan ko kung tama nga ang claims ko... wahehehe

Let's Get Physical!

Well, because we aim to become well-rounded persons, our professor in BC 185 integrated Multiple Intelligences in our lessons.

And for this day, it's Bodily Kinesthenics intelligences.

Aside from learning a lot from News Research, we were able to win donuts for the group by engaging in games like funny bones and picnewsary (a combination of charades and spell-out-the-word-with-your-butt).

THis truly is one amazing class: learning and enjoying!

JINGLE...

As agreed upon in the syllabus of the Advanced radio Production, we will be producing the commercial jingle of our podcast. (please watch out pala for our podcast about the Filipino YOuth ha...)

Hay, ang bangag palang magcompose ng jingle pagkatapos ng isang major tv production... nakakadrain na nga ng utak, nakakadrain pa ng utak... (wahehehehe)

Hay, naku. Buti na lang we pulled it off. I sang the demo. Yes, i did. Buti na nga lang small class kami e...

pasensya na...

i feel really selfish now.
i hate myself.
for being so sensitive to my needs
but as numb as a rock when it comes to yours...

i have been a jerk today.
making you wait
causing you not to do things as you must.

i apologize.

my sincerest apologies and love.

Lucky 7

Luck seven indeed.
After all things that have happened.
Or those that have not.

The road seemed too short.
The road towards where we are now.
But not to me.
Not to us.

For the path taken is not easy.
Nevertheless, it is all worth it.
All worth it.

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