obstacles

before, i have this thinking that stopped me from being so happy.

i have observed my life since i had the capacity to do so.

the patterns tell me something.

whenever i get so happy over something, bad things follow.

something that can bring tears in my eyes, strong enough to wash away my smiles...

i guess, here i am again.

after believing that it is not true.

it all boils down to the patterns again...